Perjalanan Abah Menghadapi Kanser - 24

Atuk dah discharged dari HUKM jumaat lepas.. Sejak tuh, atuk ade 3 bag..2 bag urine, satu stoma bag... Sejak dari tu juga, movement atuk dah jadi limited sgt.. Atuk kene pakai pampers, sbb kalau xpakai, atuk kene kerap g toilet sbb ade discharged dari bawah.. Kalau nak g toilet, kene usung 2 bag urine yg berselirat kiri kanan atuk... Susah.. Atuk pun dah xkuat.. Sepanjang hujung minggu, hanya mama, kakcik n mak lang yg ade.. Dari mandikan, tukar pampers, tukar stoma bag, flush urine bag... Se kita yg buat.. Nak harapkan sape lagi? Xpelah.. Hopefully dgn berbakti pada atuk, kita akan diberkati dan mendapat redha allah.. Hari2 atuk skrg ni hanya atas katil.. Duduk pun skjp2.. Xde lagi nak agah2 adelia or arissa.. Atuk selalu mengeluh sakit kaki.. Kadang bila mama picit, atuk xpnh suruh berenti n mama pun xtau nak berenti ke tdak.. Sbb kesian dgn atuk.. Mama faham.. Mcm mn rasanya bila lenguh2 badan n perlukan org utk urut... Kesian atuk.. Kadang2 menangis.. Atuk dah ckp, lps nih kalau jadi ape2, jgn bawak atuk ke hospital.. Mama anggap itu wasiat atuk.. Mama akan ingat.. Sampai akhir nyawa atuk.. Atuk... Dari seorang abah yg kuat, dah jadi org tua yg pastah n redha ke.. Pernah atuk cakap, hantar lah atuk kat rumah org tua... Atuk xnak susahkan anak2... Tambahan pulak, kami anak2 perempuan yg jaga atuk... Atuk segan n xselesa.. Tapi nak buat mcm mn.. Anak2 lelaki abah, sume lepas tgn bah.. Dtg mcm pelawat.. Hbs waktu melawat, balik.. 

Mama kakcik n mak lang dah bincang, nak amik male nurse utk assist atuk.. Alhamdulillah.. Dipermudahkan.. Dapat male nurse yg baik n prihatin.. 

Pakej utk male nurse..kita usaha kan jugak utk payment.. InshaAllah yg terbaik utk atuk... 

Semoga Allah permudahkan kehidupan atuk.. Kurangkan sakit atuk.. Kuatkan mama, utk jaga atuk... Berikan kesihatan yg baik utk anak2 mama, supaya mama blh fokus utk atuk... 

Perjalanan Abah Menghadapi Kanser - 23

Hari ni 11/6/14... Ayah jaga atuk kat hukm... Kakcik ami amik CL dua hari.. Awal pagi lagi kakcik ami dah gerak g hukm.. Hari nih dR dah decide atuk kene buat urine tiub.. Kidney atuk dah rosak.. So hari ni akak masuk OT utk buat operation lagi.. Hmmm.. Mama xdapat bawak anak2 g hukm.. Mama jg nenek kat umah.. Hopefully atuk dipermudahkan segalanya.. Kalau Allah nak amik nyawa atuk pun biarlah dikurangkan segala kesakitan...

Hmmmm.. Sekarang nih, atuk ade 3 bag.. Xtau lah mcm mn atuk nak bergerak...

Perjalanan Abah Menghadapi Kanser - 22

10/6/14... Patutnya just a nirmal n routine check up atuk kat HUKM.. Tapi bila atuk banyak complication n blood test punye result show a lot of deficiency, doctor tahan abah for further investigation.. Abah admitted sekali lagi.. Its has been a year... Lps atuk operate dulu..

This is the result n after few diacussion wth doktor..

This is from ayah thrgh wassap

Salam all...sorry..bru dpt charger...

Morning: Blood test abah x bagus sgt...sgt2 x bagus...ada sign kidney abah x function properly..possibilities because of tumor..tp perlu disahkan melalui ct scan..

Discussion with doctor: admission the best option..because if it's true...dorang nak selamatkan kidney abah..so agreed to admit

As for tulang: takde sign yg infection from the tumor as of now...spine abah ok...pelvis pun ok..because of bed ridden..

From discussion ngan doctor Kat surgical clinic td...esk buat ct scan then next course of action...

Evening around 8++: doctor review...dorang xnak tggu esk..so dorang advise buat xray n ultrasound...so..i agreed..because according to the doctor..same thing...nak save kidney..why must wait until tomorrow...which I agree..test was done

Dorang akan review result and will inform colorectal team..

Kalau anything urgent need to be done tonight...they will inform..because they have to refer to urology..

So at the moment...dorang dah buat xray,ultrasound,pasang urine tube,bagi ubat muntah,masuk air...abah dah start puasa..because maybe esk proceed with ct scan...

So..katanya kena tebuk and pasang tube..for urine...tp tggu pakar urology esk pagi...

Sbb...urine bladder mcm blocked by the tumor...again...esk pakar uro bgtau

Permanent or temporary...juga uro akan bgtau...doc colorectal kata...from their side is very minimal already...which is true...

Tube yg doctor pasang td utk measures kelawasan urine abah... 

Ok...Dr uro baru dtg...

Based on ultrasound and xray...yup..tumor pressing the kidney and also the water pipe...

So...what they going to do..dorang akan masukan "stand" through the water pipe...So...dorang akan BG bius pinggang ke bawah..then buat benda Tu..it will be tomorrow..anytime before 5...The procedure will take roughly 1 hour...

So, tommorro is t day.. Lets pray n hope for the best...